"My heart In all its brokenness Will always look for you Chasing down A familiar scent Following the trail Of a favorite memory, Relentless in its pursuit. Every morning, Feeling the ache Of that now familiar wound Of navigating a life, a story Whose chapters were too few. But, what a legacy you’ve left In the chapters you were here, And what a story that you’ve left A love that perseveres. My heart In all its hopefulness Will always look for you Cherishing these Sometimes painful memories, Holding them tightly To feel you with me too. Your absence brings A deep and lingering ache But your love Persists here too, A bond that will never break That will comfort and continue. So, it seems No matter what I do, My heart will always look for you. In everything I do. In every memory, old and new. My heart will always look for you." Love you always my Josh 💙

It still hurts knowing we won't get to see you graduate high school or go to college. What would you have majored in. What college you would've gone to. What kind of a young man you would've turned out to be. Definitely one to make your parents proud. Would you have accepted the Star Wars ending? Would you have been happy with Rey being a Skywalker? The force is and forever will be strong with you. We carry you in our hearts. Your pictures on my mirror are a constant reminder to never forget you. Love you buddy!

To the Family and Friends of Josh, I am new to MuchLoved as of Aug 2017. At that time and still, am dealing with loss of my boyfriend that was sudden. I would like to send kind thoughts and may you all care for one another +